Faith

Smack Dab in the Middle

I want to get more comfortable with the tension. With the lack of definition. With the fact that magic and fear can co-exist in my little 10-year-old world, and magic and monotony can co-exist in my bigger 30-something-year-old-world.

Smack Dab in the Middle

Ripples in the Wave

I began to feel the start of a bit of unraveling… I fought it as I was honestly so sick and tired of becoming unraveled about my infertility. She whispered, “He can tell that you are afraid to hope, Adge.”

Ripples in the Wave

The Detour

Hours later, as the sun poked it’s way onto the horizon, I woke up to see that we were still driving. I looked around and quickly noted that we were not where we were supposed to be.

The Detour

A Woodchip And Faith Like A Child

We serve a God who will disrupt our limited understanding of reality in order to invade our hearts and minds and establish a new understanding of His character.

A Woodchip And Faith Like A Child

Beautifully Broken

Shame perpetuates the lie that I need to hide the dark and tainted parts of my story. I've also struggled with sharing the parts of my story that I didn't choose, but are now my reality.  

Beautifully Broken

Light at the End of the Tunnel

As the light at the end of the tunnel starts to get brighter, I am reminded that it's not just about where we end up but about the journey it takes to get there. 

Light at the End of the Tunnel

Three Stockings

Expecting another little one to head our way, we kept waiting…and waiting. And no pregnancy followed.

Three Stockings

In The Waiting

I would love to offer a feel good story from the other side of this experience, but the truth is I am still in it. I am still waiting.

In The Waiting

A Dream Resurrected

God has a funny way of taking the ugliest acts and turning them into a beautiful bloom–the budding of a dream that once had been laid to rest.

A Dream Resurrected

A Story of Voice

I am far too marvelous and complex a creature for that sweet man to fix…and that’s why our Lord is so amazing. Because we aren’t too much for the Lord to handle!

A Story of Voice

Baby Steps

When we say ‘yes’ to God’s invitations, we’re usually saying yes to one step –one leg of a journey to an ultimately unknown destination.

Baby Steps